The truth is...
The truth is I'm a "loner" because I put myself through stuff I don't want to go through again. The truth is I'm super insecure and I found someone who loves me for who I am and I've found comfort in him. The truth is I'm super insecure because I used to put my self worth and value in people and things that didn't care about me and my wellbeing. The truth is You wouldn't believe me if I told you things about me that I've done or who I "used to be". The truth is God is real and he proves that to me repeatedly and I know I'm doing nothing to prove His realness and I have extreme conviction of this. The truth is This blog is the only thing thats made me feel like I'm potentially doing anything for anybody or somebody. The truth is I'm not what I seem. And I'm sorry for that. Because all I've done for the last 29 years of my life is struggle, just like you. But all I've done is put on a front like I haven't