60 day's

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I...
Was on my hands and knees crying out to God
Accepted the fact that I needed help
Reached out for help
Got myself a sponsor
Quit being in denial about my addiction 
Attend AA meeting's
Work the steps
Praise God
Struggle some day's
Get up and try again
Cry some other day's
Get up and try again❤

And in 60 day's...
I haven't picked up the bottle.

"God, 
Grant me the serenity to accept the thing's I cannot change, the courage to change the thing's I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

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